When Sugar Talks

2010-10-15T00:54:00.000+08:00

Wouldn't it be easier, If i can just hate you? I can mend my wound, brush off all the dusty thoughts about you and have a normal life as if you don't exist.

But I can't.

I love you too much, it hurts.

Hi.

2010-03-29T23:01:00.000+08:00

For the meantime, i am addicted to tumblr. Won't update blogspot. ^_^

Raindrops, falling on my head

2010-03-19T19:14:00.002+08:00

I'm lovin the weather these two days... :) on the way to watch How To Train Your Dragon with DC ppl.

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EDIT: That movie is awesomely cute!!! O_O I want Toothless as a pet!!

Really enjoyed the movie and the company of the people. I lovelove my squad!! ♥ We did some STT (STupid Things) like this...

Off with your crow.

2010-03-18T23:17:00.000+08:00

Cow posted our convos in his tumblr. So i copied that here. LOL. Too much of a hassle to repeat the story over and over again, so see the chats for yourself lol. Sorry for the singlish. :X

Conversation with a doctor

2010-03-15T00:39:00.000+08:00

I didn't think i'll drop until the extent of losing my mind just because of stress. I did not want to talk about this anymore but gosh, I had such a shitty landlord and landlady that lied to us most of the time, gave funny excuses and petty comments and blamed us for everything - for the sake of not returning our rental deposit (which now I don't care about it anymore). 2 years ago was our first time renting an HDB (used to rent condo & mansion but ever since we're working abit sayang using our own money loool =X ) and it was not a really pleasant experience. Is this common in Singapore, that most of HDB landlords suck? My previous experiences with condo/mansion landlords was okay. Very well, they can take my money, which is not supposedly theirs, but i wish for their misfortune when they spend out that money. You did that to us, someday someone else will do the same thing to you. :) Like my dad said; uang bisa dicari (money can be earned).

So i didn't know that thinking about it too much affected my health, physically and mentally. I felt like as if my stomach and throat were full of air, couldn't breathe properly around morning-afternoon, having vertigo almost all the time and having depression and nightmare every night. I talked, chat normally with people around me but when i was alone; i broke down. I made P worried so much and made him stress also, lol. Sorry P. -_- After 2 days of having all those i couldn't take it anymore and went to see the doctor. I asked him, what is wrong with me? Unlikely stomach flu because i had that for 3 or 4 times before. After diagnosing, he stopped asking questions like 'Do you have fever?' 'Is this part or this part of stomach hurt?' and stared at me instead.

"Do you have friends?"

...excuse me?

um yes.

"Are you close with them?"

o.o
ya

"When was the last time you go back to visit your family?"

...har?

3 months ago.

Why are you asking me all these anyway?

"You are not sick, you're under stress."

o___o

"...and you yourself, know that best, don't you?"

He talked like a psychiatrist. That startled me but the stupid tears just came out without reason. Ok... He might thought i was crazy. I just let my tears flow and that made me feel better honestly. Just hearing him saying "Whatever you can solve, solve it immediately. If it is impossible to solve, just forget it and move on, okay?"

With that, i moved on.

Workplace

2010-03-12T15:11:00.001+08:00

Working desk. :@

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Feels like floating

2010-03-11T18:27:00.001+08:00

Taken using some lomo application from iPhone. Love the effect.

Enough with all the bullshit and craps thanks to the old landlord. Whatever, I don't care.

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Shipwreck

2010-02-23T01:10:00.001+08:00

My mom will faint if she saw this mess. Packing in progress. Major throwaway my schoolworks as they're heavy and loool so crappy. Gosh I did those paintings drawings etc last time, and was proud of them; now I can't stop smiling when I saw them... How could my lecturers gave me good grades for that. o_o; maybe they were laughing inside, too.

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Time's Scar

2010-02-20T04:55:00.001+08:00

Hey you,

You know, if you hurt someone, that someone might forgive what you did to her
but the wound - it will never heal completely.
She will move on, correct.
But she'll live with the scar too.
She can forgive you

but not forget.

So if you hate me for still being traumatic with the silly old scar,
blame yourself. Blame him, and blame your childish friend.
Your little games might be amusing that time,
but hey... it wasn't that funny anymore after you grow up,
and when you realised that your asshole friend was wrong :)

They're just numbers, and I'm glad I don't have to use that anymore.

Good day.

...

2010-02-09T23:42:00.001+08:00

Frustrated, soooo frustrated. Why Singapore rental fee jump up very high. ;_____; People fighting for houses like vultures eyeing the corpses. -___-

I can't do my work properly in office, lose my appetite and to make it worse, it's the 'happy' time of the month. I know my blog entry these few days is so not worthy for you to read. T__T Butbut... ;___;

Breathe in, breathe out.

2010-02-05T00:59:00.001+08:00

Some of the ol' folks in office are very superstitious. They said better be careful this year, that tiger is fierce and might mess things up. I laughed at it. And now I am in a deep mess with my current situation. FML. Big meow taking revenge.

Some of you might know about my crazy landlord and the ask-my-husband wife. Me and housies were almost homeless because he suddenly wanted us to move out with just TWO DAYS notice. I never really like to curse, but after thar crazy man went home I couldn't stand it anymore. F u c k this. Okay. Sooo... After staying here for two years, we're gonna move. I feel that its time to leave too. My sales manager called me crazy when she asked:

Her: which area will your new house be?
Me: dunno. Still looking.
Her: crazy girl.
Me: cos my landlord also crazy too >_>

Working in a company which majorities are chinese have an advantage on its own. Instead of two days we have the whole week for holiday in this cny. Oh thanks, one week of packing. I was the only one in the office with the gloomy mood while the rest are happily looking forward for Chinese new year holiday. To make it worse, I have yet to face another moody and emo person. What should I do with you?

However I'm glad my family especially my father cheered me up. Simple words typed in SMS, but that made me all teared up. I love them! Some of my friends too, thanks for caring (eventhough some of u very kpo lool).

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Mamam.

2010-01-26T00:36:00.001+08:00

Mamam = informal word of 'makan'.

This is not a food blog and i always envy those cooking masters with delicious blog entries that they provide everyday. And so I cooked this 2 days ago. *hides under the blanket*

Chicken and broccoli coconut soup. It was really salty, had to add a lot of water but it's all better now. Housies said it's tasty yey. 8D bored with office foods, so I tried to cook again after a longlonglong time. Oh how smart I was, after finished cooking I realised that I forgot to cook rice. -_- boo.

Last night also cooked something simpler but my iphone battery died and it's stored in my DSLR memocard... So maybe tomorrow.

Then tonight housemate cooked sweet n sour chicken. Yayyy. These cooking things reminds me during the time when we still stayed in Amberville. We took turn cooking.

Went with my brother to IKEA queenstown Saturday. He's gonna move house again. I... Bought quilt cover again. And corkboard (need this badly tho). The design reminds me of Warhol's campbell's soup. Maybe that's why I couldn't let it go T_T.

...

I regret buying the corkboard. It makes my room smellyyyy...!!!!

Oh ya, since it's still January, new year resolution:
1. Get approved
2. Quit audition (which is quite impossible T_T)
3. Cook frequently
4. Get fit (the flab... &$/;@"!?)
5. Save $$.
6. Tidy up my room. Ugh.
7. Revamp website

Sorry for keep jumping topics, but I had a news from my mom. My cat, Naomi "lioness" Agniputri died 2 days ago. She had been sick for the past few month... Eventhough we are sad, I'm glad she doesn't have to suffer anymore. I saw her vomiting, that stabbed my heart. Once a cat got this virus, it's hard to cure. Rest in peace, nomnom. Now you can have an eternal sleep, like your kittens that died before you. We'll miss you, lioness.

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Cranky.

2010-01-21T01:40:00.001+08:00

Hungry, sleepy, and physically tired. Been eating-reading books after books, tutorials and dozens of references.

I guess it's just like some people said:

Usually after you graduate and start working, that's when you really start "learning".

I wonder what did the school teach me, lol. I had to learn and digest the stuffs that I felt the school could've taught, myself.

2 more months till probation period ends.

Good night, earthlings.

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cardboard office interior

2009-12-30T18:22:00.001+08:00

"no smoking there i presume"

Beautiful but... I wonder how many times they change those cardboards every year. o_o

it was the worst farewell ever

2009-12-20T01:41:00.001+08:00

With anyone. Lol. I am so glad it's just 2 weeks, i think if you really go for your internship thing for 3 months next time, i'd die. I know i'm being overly-exaggerating and sentimental, kindly blame Ophi *anyhow pushes blame*. I'm kidding, pood. xD

We didn't part with a hug, or a kiss, it's just a cold bye cos everybody were watching us. He tried to call me and my phone batt died. When i reached home and finally the phone turned on, he left one message saying he's turning his phone off till next year. What the frog. After i gave up, almost 12pm he tried to call me using some weird phone in airport but i put my phone mode on silent, hence i didn't pick up. I tried to call back, but it was probably a coin-operated phone or something... I couldn't get through. What a sad way to part? Yes Sharn, Kh and Syu, i do regret it LOL.

I don't know that it's this painful to be the one being left, not the one left. Mostly I always been the other party and it didn't hurt this much. I cried once, when my ex left me to Canada for half a year. But this two weeks seems longer than that.

I know i probably gonna regret writing such an emo post. This is really not so me.

But I miss you already. );

Have fun there, though

magic mouse vs environmental friendly mouse

2009-12-18T12:38:00.000+08:00

pocket light

2009-12-09T15:31:00.004+08:00

It's designed, it's simple, but the best part is, it works! A very nice work from Harc Lee. MUJI will like this one displayed on their racks.

emotional wreck

2009-12-07T21:38:00.001+08:00

hi santa, i want this inside my socks please

2009-12-04T11:42:00.002+08:00

...Eventhough I don't celebrate Christmas. T_______T Audrey's iPhone skins, and it's Oiran. *drools*

And so

2009-12-03T12:39:00.002+08:00

My cat Kitty, the very same cat who gave birth to lil cute kittens last time, brojol again... This time it's 4 kittens. Bento is such a horny papa. Give me back my innocent small beben LOL. T_T And because of overloading kittens in the house, my mom couldn't take care of all of them and... Started giving away the cats for adoptions. Now there are only 4 cats left, and one newborn kitty - mom decided to keep the pure white kitten that was just born. Even Kitty got adopted after she gave birth. :S I don't know... I kinda sad when i heard it from my mom. Each of the cats have their very own place in my heart. I cried when i knew about the news last night. The next time i fly back to my hometown, I won't hear Kitty's weird meowing anymore, can only see Cinta without his twin... ): But i guess i have no right to complain about this since mom and my maids are those who take care of the cats, clean their cage and feed them.

Farewell mother of the cats Kitty, the huggable Laura, and the active kittens... I hope your new owners will treat you well, okay.

I hate 2D Posters

2009-12-02T18:28:00.003+08:00

Or so, said Ersin Han Ersin in behance network about his works. Stumbled upon his Playful posters while surfing for some ideas. :]

for more info, click on his name.

Cuteness overload @ Kittylab

2009-11-30T00:14:00.001+08:00

Was supposed to go with my hello kitty fans housemate to kittylab @ expo, but something came up and I ended up dragging pole to come along with me and housemate's guy friends. One of them was late and we ended up going by pairs. There were so many girls in the group we went in with, the males are only someone's daddy and my bf. Hahaha so poor thing. But after getting the maps and the KTA thing to play inside, he ended up getting more excited than me... ?_?

It's a pity we couldn't take photos inside. Not sure why, they just stated no photography allowed. Whaf a nonsense. Even if we secretly take pic, the staffs shouted @ us without mercy lol (but they never scold the aunties... Scared they scold back maybe). xD

So here are some peektures. They are blurry because we tried to take and hide the iPhone. T_T

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LOL WTH IS THIS

2009-11-21T23:54:00.001+08:00

And Iiiiiiiiiiiii~~~~~~~~

The not-so-gagal pasta

2009-11-20T23:50:00.001+08:00

I was washing brains...

No, I mean mushrooms. Add some sausages (ophi'd favourite) and with margarine, permesan cheese, milk, onion, pepper, yessi's basil *lol* :

Tadah~

Supposed to be creamy but ended up so soup-y... T_T

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Eye candy

2009-11-11T18:59:00.012+08:00

Love this vid! Was searching for Sherina's new songs because of Raditya Dika's twitter. Nice voice, cool girl, and a meaningful video. It is rare for me to like Indonesian song's video clip. For those who don't get it, i'll try to translate it for you in english, cos the vid is in Bahasa Indonesia language. Haha. It tells how guys have their own way to express their love and affection to the girl they like, but the girl could not see that (and thought that he was just playing around with her, didn't care about her feelings), hence in the end she decided to ignore him. But after she left him then she realised that he actually cherished her so much (the photo).

Well sometimes we girls can't see or can't accept that the things that they do for us, that sometimes irritate us, are actually because they care.

Title: Cinta Pertama & Terakhir (First & Last Love)

kau buat aku bertanya | you made me asking
kau buat aku mencari | you made me seeking
tentang rasa ini | about this feeling
aku tak mengerti | I don't understand
akankah sama jadinya | will it be the same
bila bukan kamu? | if it's not you?
lalu senyummu menyadarkanku | then your smile made me realise
kau cinta pertama dan terakhirku | you're my first and last love

Morning Routine

2009-11-10T23:36:00.003+08:00

My bad, bad habit. I always keep my super annoying alarm clock standby when i am about to sleep, and iPhone's alarm for precautions in case i could not wake up. However what happened was, everytime the alarm rang i would instantly wake up and snooze it, but WENT BACK TO SLEEP instead of dragging myself out of the room. T.T When it was time for iPhone alarm to ring (i set my normal alarm 15 mins earlier), i'd crawl to my computer desk to take the iphone, bring it to the bed and snooze it, so that the phone would be on my reach when it rings again.

Now you know what to get for me on my birthday. An alarm clock that can beat me up if i can't wake up. LOL.

Hi

2009-11-09T23:05:00.008+08:00

Peektures of workplace. xD Thanks for the warm words from some of you, maybe the prev entry was sort of describing my third "culture shock" in a new environment. I'm okay now. =) Same things still happen but I know they don't mean it, it's just a habit so I don't really care either. Thanks to iPhone everytime that thing happened i can shift away my attention to twitter. LOL.

Door

Displays of finished artworks

The painful truth words that always look down on us everyday

My favourite section in office. Yummy books & toys. I don't know who bring samurai and the other 3 swords to office LOL. Looks damn real but the blades are not that pointy, can't slit people's skin (but still can make you bleeding if you poke it to someone's body hahaha). The guys always playing around with this dangerous stuffs. .___.

Table and my 2nd affair now. Sorry, blacky com at home. I spent my time more often with this whitey than you.

Was bored for doing almost nothing in office today (because i managed to finish the projects earlier than expected), and decided to start doodling again, and then freaked out. I can't draw zomgasdfchillibun... o_o; Neglected drawing too much. Well i do sketching, but sketching products or layouts and not people. ._.

A nonsense comic blog entry, I just love Pole's expression when i did this. Teehee.

No background. Laaazyyyyy... =_=;;

Just a rant.

2009-10-26T19:50:00.001+08:00

Suddenly I don't know what is my goal in life anymore. Work is fine, but the ots drained me. Today is one of the worst day there because I keep making the same mistakes! Argh. One more thing that keep bothers me is the language barrier. Colleagues speak mandarin more often than English, which makes me feel so outcasted. Oh yes there are foreigners like me too, but they speak Tagalog. ._. I feel so lonely being a newbie without being able to understand what the both groups are talking about. During my first day my supervisor told me about this already and asked me not to care. However after two weeks, it got me...

I'm lonely.

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hey ho!

2009-09-30T17:02:00.004+08:00

I'm alive and kicking. :D I graduated, finally and officially, one day ago. Yesterday my favourite company that i applied to called me to inform that they hire me for work as a graphic designer. Last night my boyfriend emoing and ruined my happy day. Oh well LOL! A lot of events recently and i lost my interest on blogging. I will try to update more about my convocation and other stuffs soon, but firstly, i need to fix my sleeping hours and body clock!! I NEED HELP WAKING UP EARLY. Save me. ;_;

Stumbled upon NubbyTwiglet when i googled for design invoice. This is silly but it is my first time making an invoice for my freelance design works. xD She has a superb design taste & skill and her art/design blog is really interesting to read! Oh this is so random, but her HELVETICA necklace is kewl. ;3

Gonna start working starting tomorrow. That means less gaming, youtube-ing, mysoju-ing, onemanga/mangafox-ing, and dating. Haha. Kay will update more on the next entry. Meanwhile a grad pic with my college twin (since last year i also took photo with her). We are not exactly twins, in fact we are not even related; but somehow people always mistaken us... o_o;

Thanks to my parents and brothers for the flower bouquet and baloon. I almost cried. ;)

Yay

2009-09-25T17:27:00.000+08:00

They are here! ;D...

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FML much.

2009-09-17T00:30:00.002+08:00

I was LOLing at my friend's status hahaha.

nooooo

2009-09-15T06:05:00.006+08:00

I blame Kanye West for being a douchebag and made unprofessional comment during MTV VMA. I pity Taylor Swift and decided to look at her MV. And now the song stuck in my head.

New Music - More Music Videos

spotted.

2009-09-13T03:19:00.000+08:00

dai is stalking my blog. Kthxbai. <3

Whoa yay.

2009-09-11T18:38:00.003+08:00

When i thought there's no hope, suddenly i received an sms which said i'm selected to go to their 2nd interview. So happy. >_<-b Of course i don't know whether i will get the job or not, but i'm gonna do my best. Go, me! 8D

Went to take my medical checkup result... Saw an x-ray of my chest. The ribs are like... so fragile. o.o Lool. *amused* I'm making a gift for my boyfriend's sister now. I dunno why after assessments my penknifes, rulers, and double tapes went missing. T___T

A change of layout for the change of mood. ;D

Oh, i dropped my iphone again. FML much.

Finally

2009-09-08T04:04:00.003+08:00

after eating instant noodle for sahur 3 days in a row, i snapped. Grabbed my rucksack and buy rice. I'm eating steam rice with sayur asam (doesn't look like one but it's edible and quite tasty, yay).

Random post, teehee.

MSN

2009-09-06T05:45:00.005+08:00

Went to brother's birthday dinner @ Resto Surabaya with housemates, we were a bit out of place there so we talked and talked and talked... Until Mema said "I posted your msn chatlog in my blog." WTF. Glad it's in indonesian though, only few ppl can laugh at that (don't tell me you'll translate that after reading this, Mem).

So because of that, I looked at my old msn chatlogs and... found some funny chats amongst 3 of us housemates but all in Indonesian. Mmh. So okay, forget it. Then I was browsing other chatlogs... Lol I saved chatlogs because some of them has important notes that i might need to take note but lazy to do so. In the end they're all saved (even the annoying virus spam msg from MSN lolol) and i began to read one by one. I read my first chat with Pole, and then noticed the changes of the formalities in the chat after we met for the first time, another changes after the relationship began and so on. Honestly I missed that time. The shy and awkward feeling... love it and hate it at the same time. It was cheesy, but he called me honey. I remembered how he always refused to wear glasses when going out with me, always wear long sleeve shirts and long pants. Now? I wonder where his contacts are, and i see him with big t-shirt + short pants most of the time. ;p Well the sweet and rabu-rabu time was good and memorable, but knowing his true colors and the fact that i can accept them is amazing too.

I used to wonder how come my brother's ex girlfriend was willing to stay with him eventhough he seldom shave his beard and always wear messy clothes. When i asked her that she just laughed and jokingly said "well i'm already trapped and my heart want to stay here!". However she left him after two years.

Will i leave?

Last time i promised myself not to have a relationship with someone who's chinese because mom will nag. In the end my ex was chinese.
I promised myself not to get near indian guys because an indian guy stalked me during my first year in uni and i had sort of like a trauma after that.
I promised myself that my boyfriend have to be at least 2 years older.

What i get now is someone who is half chinese half indian, and 2 years younger. LOL. It's funny how God plays with your fate.

...If i don't want this loving moments to end, will You grant that wish? InsyaAllah.

i was thinking...

2009-08-28T17:46:00.000+08:00

Wtf am i doing these 1 month slacking to the max argh! Now it's time for payback. Go me!

My twitter overflowed. I just can't understand how come a single person can twit more than 50 entries a day and fill up my whole page of twits.

Blogger's layout is still screwed up. Hello, blogger?

have you seen my childhood?

2009-08-23T03:32:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i wish i can turn back time, and let it freeze during the happiest time in my life.

Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for the world that I come from
'Cause I've been looking around
In the lost and found of my heart...
No one understands me
They view it as such strange eccentricities...
'Cause I keep kidding around
Like a child, but pardon me...

People say I'm not okay
'Cause I love such elementary things...
It's been my fate to compensate,
for the Childhood
I've never known...

Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for that wonder in my youth
Like pirates in adventurous dreams,
Of conquest and kings on the throne...

Before you judge me, try hard to love me,
Look within your heart then ask,
Have you seen my Childhood?

People say I'm strange that way
'Cause I love such elementary things,
It's been my fate to compensate,
for the Childhood I've never known...

Have you seen my Childhood?
I'm searching for that wonder in my youth
Like fantastical stories to share
The dreams I would dare, watch me fly...

Before you judge me, try hard to love me.
The painful youth I've had

Have you seen my Childhood....

2009-08-18T10:52:00.001+08:00

That was once my birthday, and today nineteen years later, i am celebrating my 22nd birthday.
Happy birthday myself.

I am grateful to have such a good family, friends, and loved one. Thank you all for the birthday greetings and wishes. :)

Gonna have my fun now, signing off. ^^

CatCerto

2009-08-11T23:53:00.001+08:00

Just wow o_o

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rawr

2009-08-06T20:41:00.001+08:00

Short tempered. Bewildered. ;arg Sorry so many useless entries.

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testing

2009-08-05T03:25:00.001+08:00

just downloaded flock browser, still quite confused lol. I love the layout so much, though!

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ion oh ion

2009-08-01T11:24:00.002+08:00

So big, i got lost inside wth! Poor signages placement. =_= And the directory lists are damn far. But i saw some interesting shops, one of them is rubi shoes near Orchard MRT. The shoes... the heels... @_@ I looked around inside that shop, thankfully can come out empty handed alias not buying anything. Thank you, my self-control. ~_~ I went upstairs to the i21 shop that sells Macbooks, saw their new iPhone 3Gs and drooling again, and then i saw Audio Technica's headphones. They have Pole's headphone the SQ5 but it's in pink and red! O_O So pretty i think i might get one someday.

Duh to sum up all, ion = temptations. D:< If you're working and you just got your salary, don't go there. LOL.

spider pizza, anyone? ._.

2009-07-27T01:10:00.000+08:00

Japan always has weird things from its fetishes to its food. .___. I think i will faint before i eat this.

Source from TokyoMango

why oh why,

2009-07-25T05:26:00.002+08:00

blogger's layout is screwed up in Firefox this week.

By the way, in the middle of chatting housies called me to their room, so i went there to discover that they're going to watch a video entitled "small penis contest". FML.

LOL i really have an FML myself. But seriously, it was damn weird and unbelievable at the same time. Most of the time i felt pity towards the guys. o.o

for yessi

2009-07-22T20:51:00.002+08:00

see more Lolcats and funny pictures

Lolhamsters!

Phew.

2009-07-22T02:26:00.002+08:00

I'm relieved, finally found a good room for my brother in Jurong East. Very, very pleased with the place! Bro liked it a lot too. I am really thankful of people around me who really help me a lot, especially Pole's family. Has is a great agent, her agent friends also very funny hahaha. I felt really bad when i came late in the morning. That was my first time there and i alighted at the wrong MRT LOL *smackself*. Pole's dad who is reallly nice (even buy me teh botol for 2 times from indo lol i'm so touched) and drive me home all the way from Jurong, and for all the stories about hardships!

and for you, my unglam sweetheart, for recommending your stepmom to me. :)

I don't care

2009-07-17T17:51:00.000+08:00

I don't care, I'll stop caring about what you're doing wherever you are
From now on I really don't care, I'll get out of the way
From now on don't come to me and cry, and cling on
cause I don't care eh eh eh eh eh
cause I don't care eh eh eh eh eh

2ne1 - I don't care

Testing

2009-07-16T06:02:00.001+08:00

It's 6am and I can't sleep. Finished my resume. I just need to print my works and I am ready for interviews. )x

First try blogging thru iPhone! ;p

wishlist

2009-07-16T02:09:00.003+08:00

Coz i iz feel liek doin eet but mah budget doesn't allow me to. *gets whacked*

- a job
- iphone pouch ( i lost mine =_= ) and accessories (because you'll never get tired of it =p )
- a red headphone ( i need to retire mine soon)
- bookshelf because my books are all on the floor ._.
- a red watch
- new kb or kb's sparepart because my spacebar and numlocks... gone case soon :x
- 50mm Canon lens!! T_T Amazing depth of field
- keyboard because i miss my piano

Gosh i'm a geek ._. *as if ppl don't know that*

o_o! 2-headed turtle

2009-07-16T00:49:00.001+08:00

The world and its amazing creatures...

Barely alive

2009-07-15T19:09:00.000+08:00

Panic, panic, panic.

What am i doing?

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Guys, i'm looking for a common room preferably $400-500/month near NTU, Jurong East for my brother. If you know anyone who has room for rent please leave a comment here. He needs to move end of this month. Thanks! ;x

Meow.

2009-06-29T15:27:00.005+08:00

Went back to Jakarta, Indonesia for nine days and now i am back to Singapore again. It feels weird. I always, always miss Jakarta and my family when i'm in Sg, but by the time i reach Jakarta, i felt that i wanna go back to Sg immediately. And the circle goes. I enjoyed my short time in Jakarta because i was looking forward to see Kitty's 4 new kittens (actually 5, but 1 died after birth T_T).

Kitty-mama, who gave birth to 2 kittens last time. Now pruss 4! In one of my entry about cats, i posted this photo when she gave birth to Cinta and Laura. They are both males but all my family members thought they were female, hence the feminine names hahaha. Blogger is being bitchy now and i couldn't find that entry and and... I can't even upload photos inside so i use photobucket instead. Roar.

Cin and Lau when they're small.

Yes, now they're THIS big! And still growing (only 6 months old right now), but already the biggest cats in the house! Really as big as a type of a dog i must say. ~___~ They can bully their own mother lol.

Hi i am Cinta. Cinta means Love, because i have a love-shaped spot on my body!

See? Toldya!

Rene sis asked me to sit down so i'll show you my amazing heart spot once more!

I'm Lau, Cinta's twin. And i'm sleepy, so leave me alone.

You want my peektures? Hokay here it is. Now leave.

I said leave. Don't smexpose my butt thanks.

...*sigh*

and now, please welcome the dad of the new kittens

Hi pleased to meet you. I'm Bento. Yes that cute Bento from last time. I was a cute little kitten but now i am a mature cat!

...should i call her wifey?

Tadah! My sons! Two little devils with black spots on their ears.

This one came out last, looks premature ^^; Brown colour spots on his ears.

The only female born, has 3 colours like her mother.

Yes son, can i help you?

you're too young to talk about love matters, young boy.

More of the kittens in actions:

march march march!

come here

kiss my ass

peekaboo!

the infamous tail-antenna

gps function at your service. bzzzt.

whoa i'm caught by a human!

lemme go. sob.

Now, for two female cats who doesn't get any role in today's story... Lol.

...You only give me one photo this time? Do you want to DIE!? I am Naomi by the way.

O hi. I am Nikita. Actually i've joined this Wikanta family early this year. But the blogmistress is too lazy to update about me. *bites* Hmph. I am in love with Bento, by the way. I love to snuggle near him when i sleep. Hee.

The maid said i have the softest fur among all cats in the house, and i'm proud of it.

I love water. o.o

That's all folks! Lau, wink for us!

*win---k* ...eh i said leave me aloneee! T_T

:)

2009-06-14T22:50:00.005+08:00

I'm so happy today!

My red Adidas candy watch's strap was broken and that made me sad because that watch is like my identity already. It was out of production (they release the new version, but it's really ugly with the silver metal thing), so it is quite impossible to buy the same one in store except online one like eBay. Plus, i couldn't stand leaving my left wrist bare... With a surprise, today i went to Pacific Plaza to repair the watch. I was already expecting myself to leave the watch there for repair because that stuff usually took around a week or even a month (personal experience on sending my dad's Tag Heuer for repair). Soo... Pole and me went there, and he was like straightaway asking the lady whether the strap was available or not, and yay, it was! Then he was asking "Can you do it now? Can we take it today?" then the lady said it only take minutes to do it... After that i could wear my watch already! She said i was lucky because someone canceled an order for that colour so i don't have to book and wait for the stock to come. I really am fortunate. x)

I finally managed to drag Pole to neoprint! Hahaha we were damn noob at this so all the pics that came out are mostly candid and awkward (he end up having fun more than me, wth). Then we ate dinner and sat in the same, same table and seat when we first met. That brings back memories.

The most random stuff came when we went to foot massage. It is one of his hobby and i think the masseur ladies there like him a lot rofl... From my observation they were always cheerful when we entered the place. They talked with him in chinese, and i ended up stoning because i don't understand. Grr. .____.+ The funny thing is the uncle owner. He's one of typical uncle guy that looked scary, but always look at Pole with warm eyes hahahahahaha. Everytime we come there, he always said things like "u two so keai..." or "your boyfriend very handsome leh". And today his sentences increased abit.

uncle: boy, u join singapore idol?
pole: uhh no haha
uncle: why?
pole: o.o *with the why should i? kind of look*
uncle: u can sing?
pole: er no.
uncle: weird... usually handsome guys can sing
pole: *laughs*
uncle: i can sing u know
pole + me + the masseurs: ....LOL

Uncle ur narcissism rox o.o-b. I'm wondering about your sexual preferance tho... Lawl. He likes Pole and Kris Allen.

Sore throat, go away

2009-06-14T02:58:00.005+08:00

I had sore throat since two days ago, masuk angin (cold) too. So annoying. :S Went out with yessi mema irmang last Friday, ate pasta in Saizeriya @ Liang Court. It's a french-style pasta from... Japan. o_o lol. So weird but it's quite delicious, i prefer Shokudo tho. It was nice meeting ex-housemate (my first and last roommate, and now married, teehee), talking about our beloved haunted Amberville that is already demolished without a trace (boohoo), stories about past experiences there, and of course eat eat eat. =x I forgot to bring my jacket and kept shivering all the way, unfortunately end up vomiting and having cold at night. == I'm sorry girls. Let the pics do the talking again, shall we? This blog will end up like a culinary travel blog or something. Rawr.

My hamburger ♥

i was really a glutton that day. ._. my clam chowder soup~

Irma's chicken salsa. The sauce is way too salty!

Yessi & Mema's doria with meat sauce

forgot to take our pizza pic... anyway, group pic

Amberville, the condo we used to live in. Because of En Bloc, it's demolished and no longer there since 2007. Photo courtesy of Tomsch

East Coast mansion, our second home. Also en block (lol, sad), demolished already and my housemate said the last time she went to that area, all that left was the small gate.

The top right veranda there is connected to my room.

Ah, how time flies. I hope Aljunied won't en bloc that fast, hahaha. When we got home, this fat little fella waiting:

Anyhow name it Milch Holstein because the spotted pattern in its body looks like cow's. =X So cute, didn't wake up even if we disturb it by stroking the fur or shaking its hand.

Ku ku ku ku kuishinbo

2009-06-08T16:01:00.011+08:00

Actually this is an outdated entry, but since i didn't have the chance to blog about this, it's better late than never. Actually i just want to make you all drooling. :p My housemate and me was craving for sushi (and sashimi) buffet, so we decided to have lunch at Kuishinbo last week. We went to the one in Suntec City.

The place was nice, didn't take peektures of the interiors but housie complained that the seat is small and stiff (maybe they want to chase us out faster, since it's a buffet restaurant anyway *coughs*). We were seated next to the cleaning corner, which was quite smelly that can make you loose appetite (again, is this on purpose lol), so we asked the waitress to change our seat.

Our first order, beef paper steamboat. I like the taste of the soup very much more than the meat hahas.

Salmon sashimi, kani salad, chicken-egg something-something, and baby kailan (the last one was so out of place i know). Free-flow of salmon sashimi. Bliss! Can forget the tuna or the other one. Didn't really like it.

Oden. Simple but i like the radish so much.

Chawanmushi with hearty kamaboko.

Clear soup, there's prawn inside. Tasted like herbal soup.

Cold noodle.

Creamy corn soup iinm, deep fried sweet potato & soft-shell crab

From the yakiniku corner. Forgot to take picture, so this one was already half eaten. :x

Another salmon goodness with salads

Desserts. I won't recommend you to eat the dorayaki. Uugh it tasted weird! Dx The mango mousse is nice, and the small red ball over there, it's actually chocolate inside.

Green tea ice cream with ice green tea at the back

Full and happy ♥ LOL

Random pictures from my iphone:

Kon ~~trying to kick~~ massaging pole's hand while he's having foot massage

I found this in HMV. Hilarious album cover, reminds me of Rose of The Versailles anime.

Enka Best hahahaha.

Random convo of the day (translated):

Mok: ren, are you going indo soon?
Me: yeah, 16-24. Why?
Mk: Hurray! I need you to bring me something. Ketek will pass you the thing.
Me: huh? what thing? I'll decline if it's heavy stuffs.
Mk: It's not like i want you to bring me a bag of rice anyway. It's a book.
Me: LOL. what book?
Mk: kamasutra for dummies
Me: go to hell.

changed!

2009-06-07T14:44:00.005+08:00

Change layout again... I love livejournal-kind of layout (but too lazy to even mantain my lj there lol!), doughnutcrazy and his layout rawks. :3 Photo courtesy of housemateys. Is the font to small, by the way? I put 1 size smaller than the usual font that i use for my previous blog, but if it's hard to read... Do give me feedback, okay?

Random pic of the day~

His name is Kon (i forced him to agree), a gift from me to a Pole. Can record voice somemore, so cute. =x Red is to record, green for playback. My plan was to record my 9 months anniv message inside (and i really did record it) because hell no hell no i won't be able to say sweet things so openly (will always end up with me calling him bangsat or punching his bone - often do that when i'm embarassed), but when i give it to him he was like "oh? *press the RED button*". WTH. My message gone without trace because if you press the red button, you'll overwrite everything. So it ended up with him never hear the message that i've recorded with all my blood and tears (ok super exaggerating here LMAO). Same thing happened in his house, now it's his turn that his voice that was recorded there, gone. Must be karma. LOL.

Just a quick update

2009-06-04T18:14:00.003+08:00

I survived my graduation exhibitions, surprisingly people like the cardboard theme. Relieved, really. Big thanks to big bro for being photographer on that day! :) More photos coming up. I have loads of photos and news to update but i'm just plain lazy.

Now another goal for me to do, finish my portfolio and look for a job. Go, me! x__x

value of life

2009-05-29T03:12:00.004+08:00

Sorry for the mellow posts, couldn't help it sometimes. This entry is a bit outdated but i keep thinking about this everyday.

I played this game at facebook, because of massive invitations sent by my friends. I was curious and joined, in that game i was welcomed warmly by my friend's friends. One of them is her. She was pretty, lively, and very kind to everyone, even to me who was just a mere stranger. She talked to me everytime i play, eventhough it was just a simple hello or calling each other's names. One day she changed her profile picture of her holding a plate, "happy birthday" written on it with chocolate. I asked her was it her birthday, then he said no. "It's everyone birthday..
just in case i am not around on their birthdays.. so might as well greet them all at a go :3". Few days later, i visited her page, intended to reply her message. In my horror the first thing that greet me in her page was this "Rest In Peace" sign. She was diagnosed with brain tumor half a year ago, doctor said she has about 6 months if left untreated. Theres an operation she could take up but it will only prolong her lifespan not cure it, and even so the chance of surviving the op was slim and she'd have to be on therapy and suffer memory loss afterwards. She decided not to take it.

My tears dropped as i read her page. I only know her for awhile, but i imagined what would i do if i were her. Perhaps i would live in fear, scared when the limit of my life will come to an end. Scared of dying young, scared of leaving those loved ones.

Rest in peace, Sorin mama-san.

now and then

2009-05-24T16:12:00.000+08:00

what is the point of growing up?

i had a dream.

2009-05-17T03:41:00.002+08:00

Last night i had a dream that:

i was jailed for 1 month in prison because i use cheat to summon a lot of zombies in a game and kena captured by the game developer (gosh, i played too much l4d and the night before i dreamed about it, a random player really used this cheat LOL). I wasn't scared to stay in jail for a month but i was worried my student pass might expired and i wouldn't be able to get a job by the time i'm out. HAHAHA DUH. Kay somemore: they put me in a cell with honeycomb-like iron rail, and when i entered that cell i could see two of my classmates Ping and Phuong were there also. That was a quite cool jail since i could still use my iphone and call my brother and boyfriend when the lights were off. I could still surf internet using my laptop too (seriously what kind of prison is this LOLOL).

After that Yessi knocked the door, asking me to wake up.

I am glad that was just a dream.

A random dream.

LOL.

wanted to sleep but i saw this

2009-05-16T01:57:00.004+08:00

this ebay sale is unfortunately wrong,
because the seller states that this is a 'limited sold out' item, and is asking for $499 (!?)
but in truth, this brooch is NOT a limited edition at all, and NOT sold-out,
the point of the upcoming brooch sale is to have something smaller and unlimited, for everyone.
it will be for sale for $35.

will be released publicly very soon!
just a heads up! Thanks! ;)

SOURCE

IWANTTTTTTTTTT!

I wish i can add this in my birthday wishlist!!!! I am crazy about Audrey Kawasaki, and so does a classmate of mine. We could talk about Audrey's drawings non stop, everyday. xD She'll tell me later about this in class, for sure.

this and that...

2009-05-16T01:11:00.003+08:00

So many things to update and so little time to type. Okay, honestly i am distracted from blogging because of school's exhibition preparation and *cough* L4d and... Audi's competition (which followed with housemateys screaming "GEEK GEEK!!!"). I don't have anymore energy to complain about the cardboard box-themed exhibition and why oh why the diploma students get the nice and clean pedestals... Now i will just accept the fate that the degree students have to build their own pedestals using cardboard box. Sorry if you don't understand my rants.

Sigh. Why my life is so geeky LOL. I need to escape from this routine, go somewhere, escape from Singapore and computer for at least a week. But no money, what to do. I need to find a job faster (would follow with another rant about PR letter not out, but gah forget it lol). Lucky brother will take Master of Science in NTU this August, now the younger sis work and it's the big bro's turn to study (and abuse the student previlege hahaha).

6 more days until ~~degree~~ LASALLE SHOW opening. Somehow the excitements of having this exhibition already gone, i just want to get over it faster and start building portfolio. Just settled my webhostings today with the help of Irfan, mom and dad (settling the $$ since it's indonesian-based webhosting with US server). Will build up my website soon and perhaps move my blog there... I dunno. I am already used to blogspot already and i love my archieves (eventhough full of lame posts).

Some outdated pictures from assessment day (and the bloody cut):

1 day before assessment, after finish setting up (thanks to Pole for helping the setups - he almost did everything, i felt so useless - especially finding the partition's stands).

with vids (in projector) on, assessment day.

after i cut my finger (and stunned for a few seconds, admiring my red blood - abit psycho =_=; ) i ran to the bathroom and the blood dripping along the way. Some of the bloodmarks are still there until now. I thought the cleaner were lazy to wipe it, but when my classmate try to clean it with thinner... Nothing happened. o_o They couldn't clean it. Creepy.

progress chart book thingy

happy smile (because assessment almost over), heavy eyebags, a classmate, and bandages

Haven't had any chance to update about the photohunt with housies to fort canning etc etc, maybe next entry. No promises. >_o

i have a lot of things to write

2009-05-02T13:35:00.000+08:00

but i'm lazy ~_~ ehe.

*runs*

typing with only one hand is so difficult...

2009-04-28T00:15:00.002+08:00

I had left trails of blood in my campus. ;)

I cut my left index finger, thought it was a small cut but blood kept oozed out from it. Nic "uncle" brought me to the doc and he said i cut some arteries. And kena the meat... o_o" Had some injections and few stitches. T_____________________________T Couldn't bear to look so i asked doc to tell me when he's done with the stitches. fffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffcuk. Why this have to happen on the day i'm supposed to taste my freedom? It's posponed by one day, i'm glad the lecturers allowed me to go home and rest. Tomorrow i'll be merry, but not my finger. Painkiller not working. Damn it. *mutters*

Moar details after tomorrow. I still can not get used to type with only right hand.

Hectic!

2009-04-24T15:46:00.007+08:00

I think that's what i'm feeling now hahaha. Tomorrow must set up everything for assessment! Gyah! Classmates have been very active lately in Twitter, updating about their project status and that makes me nervous more. o~o

Oh yah, thanks to Lasalle i am going to volunteer on Audi Fashion Festival Singapore 2009, 6-10 May. xD Can see Marc Jacobs, Vivienne Westwood and Christian Lacroix live (and for free since i will be one of the staff lmao). @____@v Excited! =) Hopefully i can make use of my new camera's zoom lens to photograph the runway!

Now that i am interested in fashion i wished i took fashion design instead... but it is easier to find a job as a graphic designer. :X Hopefully.

Katogi Mari

2009-04-19T14:52:00.001+08:00

Found a new muse.

Stunning.

oops

2009-04-19T03:34:00.004+08:00

Can't believe i missed this. Happy (belated) 8 months. Lol. ♥

I am sure you also forgot, though. ;)

Sleepyhead!: just be safe lol

Bliss --: yes dear

Bliss --: i love u so much

Bliss --: =)

Sleepyhead!: i haterrzz you today

Sleepyhead!: =x

Bliss --: ><

Sleepyhead!: but i love you usually

Sleepyhead!: rofl

Bliss --: HAHAHAHA

Bliss --: usually =x

Sleepyhead!:	just be safe lol
Bliss --:	yes dear
Bliss --:	i love u so much
Bliss --:	=)
Sleepyhead!:	i haterrzz you today
Sleepyhead!:	=x
Bliss --:	><
Sleepyhead!:	but i love you usually
Sleepyhead!:	rofl
Bliss --:	HAHAHAHA
Bliss --:	usually =x

I heart this, eventhough that time you lost my gift in the taxi. LOL. *digs old wound*

Periodic Table of Typefaces

2009-04-15T02:06:00.005+08:00

This is more interesting than periodic table of elements. ;) ex-classmate designers always have something unique to share. I like. Speaking of school life, Jona, YX, Jen, Athena and Me celebrated Mema's 24th birthday with a small Hello Kitty cake with a surprise "ambush" to Mema's room. Hahaha hope you like the dress and shawl, Mem. Happy 24th birthday! Muacks teehee. We just chatted the whole night about their memories during Lasalle's school interviews, foundation studies where the weirdos and the geeks have to study and stay in the same class altogether, hahaha. I find that studying in an art college is a really fun experience. Especially during our first year in Lasalle. You meet different people with different backgrounds and different ways of thinking... It is just so interesting! Everyday seems exciting.

Hand-drawn newspaper

2009-04-14T02:40:00.004+08:00

But which of those pages is the real Page One? That kind of question — about exactly what is an original, about how art can be found in everyday objects we take for granted — is at the heart of Özkaya’s work. LINK

This guy (and the students who help him do this) have too much free time... But if i see Strait Times having a hand-drawn front cover, i will definitely buy just to rip off the cover and collect it everyday. =p Reminds me of my classmate's project. He should see this.

Xin, i don't think the horoscope is true LOL

2009-04-13T17:00:00.005+08:00

Forwarded email from Xin. This is soooo hilarious hahaha. Mostly wrong. The blue ones that i strike are all wrong, the pink ones quite true.

Leo Woman

She will stand out of the crowd on the street. ~~Leo woman normally tall or rather tall.~~ You will hardly see a short thick woman. When she walks she walk like a queen, confident and does not look around, though as if there is no one around her. ---> LIAR!! ;__; So you're saying i am abnormal leo woman...

She will dress in her own style not according to fashion. She is confident of what she choose to wear. Do not buy cheap cloths where they sell in dozen for her as a gift, she will hate it. Also do not buy cloths that do not reflect her confident personality. ~~She likes unique and strange cloths and accessories.~~ Being different is what she loves. ---> LOL unique and strange clothes like what @___@ I like t-shirt and shorts, that's not weird, IMO.

If you want to know her, take times and be patient because she is selective about people she mingles with. She's open minded, but yet she is not letting people get to close to her easily. She likes sweet words and compliments, but not too much. ---> *nods*

She smiles with anyone, but inside she thinks she is borne to be a leader. She likes to be in control because it is in her nature instinct. ~~She is a graceful woman , and she has a magnetic charisma, so expect tough competition.~~ ---> i am a chicken who like to hide in my den. :X

She is a very proud person, so do not do anything to challenge her confident. She can be mad and act like a hurricane, and later can be like an innocent kitten, but do not fall for her. She remembers everything and likes to cherish her sweet memory, so if you find her old photo albums with her ex-boyfriend or love letters that will make you puke, take it easy. She is keeping her sweet memory does not mean she still in love with the old fool, so you do not have to panic. ---> ...no comment really HAHAHAHA. Can't say it's true, but not that wrong either.

She will have many guys run after her, so if you have advantage of a good background family, or a famous last name, a successful career then it's a plus. She hates to be poor and she thinks love will not pay bills. ---> this is called "being realistic".

~~She is a sport type and love sports. If you want to date her, prepare to spend big bugs, for your first dinner with her can not be a hot dog stand, but better be the best place in town.~~ She is a generous person, so do not be surprise if she give you a gift more expensive than what you gave her. She likes extravaganza, no cheap gift, no cheap dinner please. Being poor or broke make her depress. If you do not have lots of money, be creative and make your own gift for her. It's unique quality and times spending making it for her is a big deal. You can think economical, but do not be cheap. ---> sports is the least thing i wanna do in my free time, except swimming. "Being poor or broke make her depress" ---> hello who doesn't? D: If you are happy when you cannot pay your house bills then there must be something wrong with you.

Overall review: i don't like! LOL.

Room for rent

2009-04-12T17:10:00.000+08:00

Helping my friend to advertise. Lol.

Cozy master room in HDB for rental available early June. Attached with shower and toilet. Looking for responsible and respectful tenants, female proffesionals or female students only. Room comes ensuite with a/c and wireless internet access, fully furnished. Area is quaint with plenty of privacy.
Mins' walk to the nearest bus stop and MRT. Other tenants are students and graduate professionals females. Facilities included are TV, Cable, Wireless broadband, Parking, Kitchen, Living Room, and no owner.
Rate for 1 or 2 pax. Feel free to contact me via email or hp for further details ^^
Common rooms also available for viewing!

Name:Eunike
Phone: 94517960
E-Mail: eu9919@yahoo.com.sg

I want one

2009-04-12T05:41:00.003+08:00

KOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Seriously i want one! D: I blame Pole for making me addicted to Kon.

i see autumn in my head

2009-04-12T05:03:00.003+08:00

The leaves wither after few months. Leaving the tree bare with only twigs. I can gather the leaves and paste them on the twigs, pretend that the tree is alright; but how long can i stand the pretense, time will tell.

mason moon

2009-04-06T01:13:00.003+08:00

now i know why my friends are in love with this cute baby. HIS EYESSS!!!!!

This little baby is an actor. I just watched "Baby And I" and i am officially a fan of Mason now. Cuteness overload.

Some review:

Mason's profile pictures and the movie previews have brought much attention to this boy with cute expressions and handsome face!

He has a Canadian father and a Korean mother, and currently lives in Korea.

He's been a model since he was 100 days old and even involved in an entertainment company. He's been in commercial films, magazines, and this time, a movie.

"Baby and I" staffs have been looking for a baby with big round eyes and a pretty face and found a picture of Mason who stood out among others.

He was casted after an audition with several other babies, Mason was best fit with the main actor Jang Geun-seok.

Yay

2009-04-05T15:41:00.002+08:00

Just met with my friend and got myself the zoom lens for my DSLR. Thanks Ike! xD

Lost Generation

2009-04-04T17:16:00.000+08:00

Inspiring

About Final Draft

2009-04-03T19:38:00.010+08:00

new layout babyyy~! And i'm addicted to this hello kitty smiley hahaha.

Last week i have been busy at school because of my class' work in progress show entitled "Final Draft". It showed 80% of our work (but honestly, we did mostly 50% only =X ), the objective is to get as many feedbacks as possible from the visitors. Here are some of the photos. The none poster from the previous entry is one of my project outcomes too.

I was thinking that it is a wrong decision for me to participate in this WIP show. I was not ready yet, my outcomes are still in a mess... but hell yeah i survived! The show drew me closer to my classmates too, and i found out that working on projs in that tiny little cramped studio could be fun. Not to mention inspiring, because you see all the other students diligently working... Sometimes slacking to play facebook games, tho. Ahahaha. If only money could come out of nowhere, though... I spend quite a lot of $$ just for lunch and dinner outside, and sometimes for Art Friend. Boohoo.

Thanks to some creative students who put their shoe marks on the wall, we have to repaint the whole studio.

my proj

creative process journal, unbind

This obama piece... almost ripped my right hand away. Took me one day to finish. And i still have five more pieces of works like this untouched.

Durrr...

2009-03-27T01:17:00.007+08:00

Hur. I am glad my class-rep days are over. Here i am now busy filling in the form B form C things for my graduation catalogues because tomorrow is the due date to hand them up and my right hand were in pain because i had to paint the classroom for our work-in-progress exhibition "Final Draft" and partly, or mostly it is because of diecutting those crazy A4 papers full of words and images. My right hand needs a spa. Rly. Not just my right hand tho. Going to school everyday and doing work in the studio is actually a good thing, i didn't get distracted from my super tempting bed or playing games in home PC. I got productive at school BUT... I got my wallet raped. Lunch outside, dinner outside, spending more money to buy art supplies... Ahhhhhhhhhh. T_________________________T I won't have money left for shopping. Whoops.

Excuse me while i faint.

bubye!

Another personality test

2009-03-12T19:55:00.002+08:00

Tagged by Jona in facebook notes, but instead of posting notes there i think i prefer to post it in blog (so i have excuse to update lawl). Taken from HERE.

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

The guys and their stuffs

2009-03-08T18:12:00.004+08:00

Had fun in Bishan Firestation yesterday, watched Pole and the other medic & firemen guys performing on stage. xD My boyfriend fetch me in the bus stop wearing lipstick, eye shadow, and blush on. I was like WTFBBQWHOAREYOU!!!!11111oneoneone He just need a wig to complete the look. I was sure people in the bus stop were looking at him non stop, but he said he tried to hide his face. Or maybe enjoy the view, right pole?

imranita

And then i went to the medic room, guess what i saw?

them

Apparently every year during family day they have this "Beauty Pageant" but those who are participating are all NS firemen and medic guys. Men. Dress up. Yes you get me right. xD Just look at those muscles and broad shoulders! Lol!! They got those stuffs from Alfian's (guy on the left) girlfriend's wardrobe. The girl even put makeup and nail polish for her bf. Hahaha so cute, boyfriend turns girlfriend. Daniel (the guy on the right) said he didn't invite any of his friends or family because he didn't want them to see him like that. Oh by the way, they got the first and third place in that contest! =X I don't know they should feel proud or sad.

the other 'girls'

Unfortunately pole has all those normal role, performing magic tricks to the audience and FRP (fast response paramedic) for the EAS skit. I was hoping i would see him wearing a dress since the time he fetch me in the bus stop! Hahaha

the magician FRP

Take a look at his pink shoes. So cute LOL

CPR. Alfian dressed normally here.

i'm worried that he seems to enjoy this

The skit team, medics and paramedics

I uploaded the vid to facebook and decided to embed them here. Going out to have dinner with bro and friends so i'll update the details later (plus photos since i'll resize them first). :)

Sorry for the shakey vid. I couldn't stop laughing!

The "snake" carrying a snake

It's been a wonderful moments for me. xD My first time to see his workplace, his friends (Alfian and Daniel are the best hahahaha. They were ), the paramedics who are very friendly (thanks Rahah and Han Nee!), and the kids! Their soft cheeks <333

Little brother and futsal

2009-03-07T13:35:00.005+08:00

My 2nd brother Ryan sms'd me an URL and asked me to check it out. It turned out to be someone's photography site, and what suprised me is the photos inside that site. I saw my youngest brother's face there. Apparently the photographer, Indra Soeharto, is one of Kevin's friend's father, and he took record of school events his sons are participating in. Mom told me before that my little brother Kevin joined a futsal team in his school but i have never seen any photos of his match, apparently because i'm not there and well... It took a lot of time for mom to send me email (but she's getting the hang of it and enjoy facebook now. xD How cute). So i went through Indra's galleries and see the kids having fun with the futsal match against another international school. Indra did a good job on capturing their expressions, some are really hilarious that when i see it i just can't help to hold my smile. :) Here's one of them.

my little brother really looks big and his skin getting darker because he has been playing futsal outdoor for a year already. xD He's gonna surpass my height soon.

Hmm

2009-03-05T15:16:00.002+08:00

Perhaps i'm in the midst of boredom these few days. Life has not been so interesting for me (since when it is anyway) and my emotional side always taking over my control thus making me such an annoying person. Maybe i am just blaming the emotions part for the sake of... i don't know. I think i have to decide the next step of my life but i am too afraid to lose my nest - the place where my heart stays protected. I guess now i know how my brothers feel last time. I don't want to be reckless but really, why are you doing this to me?

Argh dad come to sg soon, i am homesick.

gogor and hotti's

2009-02-28T19:53:00.005+08:00

The first (and second) male beings who will live in hour house permanently (housemate's possession not mine). Hahaha. They keep fidgeting and running here and there, so hard to take photos!

*edit: McHottie always eat a lot (and always hide his food in his cheek. CUTENESS OVERLOAD GYAA), now he is fat! Maybe he ate McGorgeous' share, too. Lol.

D:

2009-02-27T12:10:00.004+08:00

D:<

uhh

2009-02-27T06:23:00.004+08:00

Changed layout. I like this lawl. It is rare for me to use yellow yet the striking color blend well in this full of text layout. I think i'm starting to like simple layouts with more typographic as the design element rather than using images. Four years in graphic design change someone's taste, eh?

Everyone being emo this day, i think i got caught in the 'tiny little emo' world. ): Well nobody is perfect so i guess i'll just hang in there. Ah i'm so bored. *rants* T_T

ever wonder what they do?

2009-02-25T23:30:00.002+08:00

Two Sleepy People

2009-02-23T22:22:00.001+08:00

Here we are, out of cigarettes
Holding hands and yawning
Look how late it gets.
Two Sleepy People
By dawn's early light,
And too much in love
To say, 'Good night.'

Here we are, in the cozy chair
Pickin' on a wishbone
From the Frigidaire,
Two Sleepy People
With nothing to say,
And too much in love to break away.

Do you remember
The nights we used to linger in the hall?
Father didn't like you at all.
Do you remember
The reason why we married in the fall?
To rent this little nest
And get a bit of rest, well.

Here we are
Just about the same
Foggy little fella,
Drowsy little dame.
Two Sleepy People
With nothing to say
And too much in love to break away.

Two Sleepy People
By dawn's early light,
And too much in love
To say, 'Good night.'
Two Sleepy People
With nothing to say
And too much in love to break away.

Do you remember
The nights we used to linger in the hall?
Your father didn't like me at all.
Do you remember
The reasons why we married in the fall?
To rent this little nest
And get a bit of rest, well.

Here we are
Just about the same
Foggy little fella,
Drowsy little dame.
Two Sleepy People
By dawn's early light,
And too much in love
To say, 'Good night.'

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I'm on 5,115th word on my Extended Essay (man, the only-400-words-more was damn a trick, i forgot microsoft word count the bibliography and statement of intent that i put at the end of the paper aswell. Sarks. D: ), had listened to the same song since... four hours ago. Used to love this song and i love it once more. :)

I love you skittypole. ♥

Welcome to the new home

2009-02-22T01:13:00.003+08:00

After good news from our house owner, and Yessi won a DVD player from her company's d&d (our old DVD player - also hers - already so old and the remote broken so we couldn't use subtitles)... McGorgeous and McHottie (aka gori & hoti hahaha) become part of our little Aljunied family now. Haha my camera's battery died so i haven't take any photos of them. They are so cute but very hyper.

Welcome, dude(s).

They are hamsters btw. Lol.

edit: notti hoti escaped from the cage yesterday. I thought i saw a rat... -_-""

A little something for the special people

2009-02-17T01:11:00.006+08:00

I made this custom dolls for my housies. :D Mema on the left and Yessi next to her. I got pocky and card from Mema and Siip (LOL) from Yessi.

And this is for deer Pole and myself. Coz the other doll were in pair so i make something for myself also. xD Sobs the reflection of the camera flash kinda ruin the pic. I made a card also but didn't take pic of it.

What i did during val day: sleeping, eating, reading pole's Claymore and playing computer game. What a sad life LOL. I was really dissapointed when Pole said he's working on 14th. ):

flashback
me: are u free on saturday next week? *hint hint* (i didn't tell him the date)
pole: sat? I'm working

-the end-

my heart shattered into pieces. Just kidding.

I didn't expect anything like i said in my last post, but i'm glad i was wrong, haha. He went to my house with this

and tada, flower lol.

Handmade card (i can still see your pencil line there my deer =x) and snowqueen dvd. Nice show. Trying hard to be romantic but i always laughed and that spoil the mood hahahaha.

For the hentai deer that i doubt he'll ever read this and open my blog anyway--- Thank you for the strawberry mousse cake, the rose and the card, Pole. Thanks for the fun you give me in this half a year. :D ♥ --- From the one who loves ~~to bully~~ you the most.

We didn't get stuck 8D

2009-02-10T01:55:00.006+08:00

I was not really interested in Singapore Flyer since it was first built, even if i was in the design team for its signages (during my internship with Brandz Group). 29$ is a waste of money for sitting and doing nothing above. =x Well i went there yesterday anyway, hahaha. Yessi housemate has free tix for herself and half-price tix for me and Mema. At first we thought 30 mins will be quite long and boring above, but taking photos sure made it faster LOL. So sorry to those who are in the same capsule, i think we were too noisy and busy camwhoring. A_A

Outside

Inside (looks like spaceship or something hahaha)

This one looks like a lomo photo. I like. 8D

I designed that logo. Whee. I can't believe that the company really use my design.

Overall i think Singapore Flyer it's not that fantastic. lol. The view is okok only, okay maybe romantic because the light was quite dim inside but there are a lot of people in one capsule (unless you book that for you and your loved one only but that will be even more expensive) and i'm not sure you can get that romantic mood with a lot of people watching right? Hahahaha.

And i just saw this valentine's day promotion in their website, wtv 10 cpls in one capsule. =X Sure crowded.

Off-topic, i permed my hair coz i'm bored of my straight hair. One week ago, or more than that. And now i miss that straight hair... Blah.

Happy 22nd b'day sonia~!

2009-02-09T01:33:00.007+08:00

...fear our kiss!

uh oh she's angry... not! But this pic makes her look like she's nagging

Son's ex-lecturer, Sexy Pris come to my house driving the b'day cake and present for Son since she can't make it to the dinner. Pris is hella funny. The first time i met her, she asked for my name and i said "Princess". She believed it and eventhough i told her my real name, she still call me princess until now (and do the royal bow for me everytime we met hahaha). In return, she don't want me to call her pris but must call her Sexy. LOL what a fun teacher right.

My friend and me came late, so embarassing everyone finished eating already and then Son ordered food for us. ;x *shy* After finished eating we did some photowhoring and throwed kisses to her until she freaked out and stayed away from us. No, i'm not a lesbian rly that was just for fun.

Went to JCo after that since we couldn't open Pris' cake in that restaurant (boo!) and ordered gelato. I love the pistachio flavor so much. *hearteyes* On the way to the cafe we saw a lot of shops and stalls selling valentine stuffs etc. Boohoo i want flower. But it will only happen in manga stories. Reality bites. ;X

After some barbaric attempt of slicing, we killed ~~Pris~~ the cake. Looks disgusting i know but it's banana chocolateee =D Very tasty. *reminds me of someone who kena sabo to eat all the cake by himself during his bday HAHAHA*

get me out of here

2009-02-06T01:30:00.001+08:00

somebody get me out of this boring routine. I need a new distraction.

Help help!

2009-02-02T21:31:00.003+08:00

Hello peeps! Please help me with my final year project LOL. There are only two simple questions in my survey so if you're kind-hearted, handsome/pretty and gorgeous, please fill in THIS SURVEY.

Thank you ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

This one really hit the nail

2009-01-30T10:46:00.006+08:00

For design students, aha ;D

If you're a design student you've probably experienced...

changes in your vocabulary : homework to project, exam to deadline, proposal to statement of intent (SOI)

you don't understand how somebody can spend less than $20 at the supplies store. Or print shop.

you hate people telling you "go to sleep" or "do you still have a lot of work?"

your friends and you don't have the same concept of work "oh, we'll do it right before class"

you've slept more than 20 straight hours on weekends

you can easily discuss with authority the effects of caffeine on different drinks

no matter the effort you put in a project, somebody will always say “why don’t you add this? or “why don’t you change this here? or “i think that…but…yeah, its ok?"

you’ve heard all your ipod or iphone songs in a week

whenever you get invited somewhere, it is followed by “or do you have a lot of homework?"

you write down a quick message with copic marker, drawing pen, sketching pencil, markers and ink

you play around with your laptop

you have more pictures of landscapes and places, types and lomography rather than of people

your worst nightmare consists of not finishing a project

someone once called you “lazy"? and you wanted them murdered

you can live without human contact, sunlight, food, but if your computer crashes or plotter’s ink runs out… chaos!!!

you have the modern mark : a blister in your palm’s hand for the constant use of your mouse, eyebags that can compete with a panda's

everybody tells you how they admire your work, “but there is no money for it?"

you’ve gained the ability to sleep in whatever surface: pencils, keyboards, backpacks, your studio mates, food, etc

when you finally have free time to go out you keep thinking who was the idiot that designed the restaurant’s bathroom?? who designed this menu?? or who designed this [billboard, ads, layout, window display, etc]

you've been at many sunrises, yet you've never seen one

you need to read this in a facebook group or someone's blog to realize how weird your life is :D

What if?

2009-01-28T01:17:00.007+08:00

Special reply to XY's, thanks for giving me a shock therapy! LOL.

I read Dika's blog, just some of his rants but that made me think about my life, too, as he think about his. Life is all about choices. I have a lot of regrets in life, and actually I've regretted why i came to Singapore and study in LASALLE instead of staying in my tiny little cocoon, my country, with my familiar friends and family. Why am i here? One of my friend in our sort of a 'clique' said this after i went to Singapore - "You throw us away". We've promised to go to the same uni, planned to be housemates. It all happened, the friendships grow stronger, the only difference is, it all happened without me being there.

Do i regret coming here? ~~Yes~~.

But when i thought about the people i met here, I started to smile.

If i decided to be stubborn and refuse my parent's decision of me coming here...

I won't know how it feels to be independent
I won't know how to survive alone
I won't know how to overcome homesick, haha
I won't be housemates with Mema, Yessi, Irma, Mitha, Donna, Dora
I won't know how fun it is to have the sisters above in the house (and the freakiness)
I won't experience culture shock! :D Hey seeing people kissing on the streets is really uncommon in Indo that time (er until now also i think)
I won't play *cough* audi
I won't hang out with Mal and Cat
I won't be close with Sonia (we're not that close in high school kan son? xD )
I won't befriend with JD :)
I won't get my razer!
I won't taste sea-salt ice cream from Azabu Sabo
I won't know DC-Squad people
I won't know Tian, Joan, Selamat, Yvonne, Angbao, Kh, Alvin, Jojo, Shun Yu, Sharn, etc etc etc (sorry too many to mention)
I won't know Ainun, Yoga, Dinda, Jona...
I won't have a twin from different parents (read: Lina)
I won't be taught by my favourite killer lecturer, haha
I won't read Aye's blog and get to know her
I won't be able to meet "DJ Baby" Alisha

I won't taste skitty-chocolate
and I won't meet the person who bought me that skitty for the first time :) ♥

Not long after i typed all of this, I grinned, and changed my answer above.

Thank you God, for letting me be here.

2009-01-24T15:16:00.004+08:00

when i think about my future i feel really, really scared
i had dreams and plans but who knows what will happen few years later?

i shall wait, until we see the cherry blossom together

photo by Harold Davis

tagged by hasq

2009-01-21T02:22:00.002+08:00

RULES of THE GAME
1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the memo as well as the person you got the memo from.
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1. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Rossa - Wanita Yang Kau Pilih (Your Chosen Woman) --- lol what is this

2. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
BMK ft. Dynamic Duo - Just Friend

3. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
SeeYa - Hot Girl -- err no way i'm freezing!

4. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Glen Hansard and Marketa Irglova - Falling Slowly -- what kind of motto is this O_O

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Britney Spears - Piece of Me -- ._. ??

6. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Shayne Ward - Next To Me

7. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Brett Dennen - There Is So Much More -- so much more things that i want to do but end up didn't do them at all :x

8. WHAT IS 2+2?
Jang Hye Jin - Let's Not Meet Again -- lol?

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Cho PD ft. In Sun Lee - Dear Friend

10. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Jennifer Lopez - Hold It Don't Drop It -- hold my heart don't drop it okay :x *lame*

11. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Maksim Mrvica - Dance of The Baroness -- i like this song o.o-b good one.

12. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Kate Havnevik - Kaleidoscope

13. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
V.O.S - Youth Day -- nice song

14. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Uhm Jung Hwa ft. TOP Big Bang - D.I.S.C.O -- what a retro wedding

15. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Sara Bareilles - Many The Miles -- :O :D

16. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Damien Rice - 9 Crimes -- noo!

17. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Bill Ricchini - A Cold Wind Will Blow Through Your Door -- what a long title o.o; how is it a secret anyway?

18. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Yael Naim - New Soul -- hoping i could learn about how to give and take~ lalala la lalalalala la

19. WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Eun Ji Won ft. Mr. Typhoon - Adios -- er a farewell?

20. WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Melly Goeslaw - Pujaanku (my worship)

21. WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Big Bang - Haru Haru -- hahaha the remake MV from yessi's blog!

22. WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Shayne Ward - I Cry

23. HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Cinta Laura - Mana Ujan Gak Ada Ojek Becek -- LOLLL why do i have this song in my playlist gosh

24. WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
The Dey - Give You The World

25. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Ada Band - Manusia Bodoh (Stupid Human) -- OMG LOL SO SAD

26. DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Shayne Ward - What About Me -- vain ftw

27. WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
As One - Promise -- promise something to someone but sometimes i'm afraid whether i can fulfill that promise in the future

28. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Candi Staton - You Don't Have Far To Go -- nothing i guess

29. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
SS501 - Deja Vu -- yeah i think i did this kind of quiz few years ago o_o

i'm bored

2009-01-21T02:05:00.003+08:00

1. Name a friend from A-Z.
A- Ainun
B- Bernard
C- Cat
D- Dinda
E- Edwin
F- Fendi
G- Gabriel
H- Hervie
I- Imran
J- Jojo
K- Krista
L- Lina
M- Mema
N- Nick
O- Oskar
P- Pia
Q- Qamariah
R- Rian
S- Sasko
T- Tianz
U- Uly
V- Vincente
W- Wenbin
X- Xatic
Y- Yessi
Z- Zaskya

2. Can R & S be together in BoyGirl relationship?
no way

3. How is L related to you?
she's my twin from different father and mother

4. Does Y know to Z?
err nope

5. If C betrays you, will you kill him/her?
she already betray me a lot of times. Hahaha kidding cat.

6. If K steals your boyfriend/girlfriend, what will you do?
steal her boyfriend in return. o.o *cough*

7. What if B tells you that he/she has a crush on you?
HAHAHAHA first i will laugh, and then Yvonne will kill me!

8. Will you and M get into a fight?
i don't think so. Gimana mem?

9. Who does R have a crush on?his drumstick?
his gf

10. If G calls you a bitch, what will you do?
he won't dare ;p

11. What's the relationship between you and E?
older brother

12. Who is I's best friend?
his wormy

13. Who does Z likes?
err her uni friend

14. What colour does Y likes?
yellow like her kwaki? bener gak yes o.o

15. Where does G lives?
i dunno

16. Did you and C have a fight before?
No

17. Who is H's best friend?
i think it's jalee

18. What can you say about T?
jubeat freak, useless dad

19. What if W tells you that he/she has a crush on you, you will...?
omg this again. Hahaha i will make use of him and his cash. Err angbao i'm just kidding...

20. tag 10 people to do this quiz
all the people in my friends link? 8D I doubt they'll do it tho, so i won't put anyone's name.

do you hear me, i'm talking to you~

2009-01-20T02:57:00.001+08:00

Lucky (Official Music Video) HQ - Jason Mraz ft. Colbie Caillat